Monday, December 28, 2015
The Heart Wants What It Wants
I want you to know , seems like you don't
I want you to care , seems like you don't
I want you to love me back , seems like you don't
I want you to be serious with me , seems like you don't
I want you to call me when I don't replied you , seems like you don't
I want you to wish me night and morning everyday , seems like you don't
I want you to be honest with me , seems like you don't
I want you to tell me what you wanna tell me , seems like until today you don't
I want you to talk to me every single thing , seems like you don't
I want you to proud when you got me , seems like you don't
I want you to always sees me as your girl , seems like you don't anymore
I want you to feel how important am I for you , seems like you don't
I want you to miss me , seems like you never
I want you to be like before , seems like you've changed
I want you to say "that's my girl , seems like you don't
I want you to really sensitive about me , seems like you don't anymore
I want you to ask me to skype , seems like you don't want anymore
I want you to bring me places , seems like you don't want anymore
I want you to make me shy , seems like you don't want anymore
I want you to tell me something pleasant about myself , seems like you don't
Actually I want you . I WANT YOU .
Well yeah . I really miss everything we had . We're not that close anymore . Sometimes when I see you , I feel like I'm looking at a stranger with a millions memories . Sometimes , when I look at you , you are you . The one that my heart chose . I wonder why god sent me you in my life if you are actually only a sweetest dream of mine that couldn't be mine ? Idk why i've put so much hopes on you . But if you didn't treated me well at the beginning , I think this feeling wouldn't be this high . Like having weed you know hahaha 😣 It sucks . It's hurt . It's sweet also . It's wonderful . You can't expect me to be fine , but I don't expect you to care .. Aaa , please .. Can we go back to the beginning of us ?? I promise , I won't put any hopes on you and fix whatever that I could . Can we ?
#falling in love isn't my intention but my heart decision 😣 i just did it .