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Friday, July 4, 2014

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

I am counting the days before I left Malaysia . Ohgod . I was like , ' Oh man . It's freaking DAMN stress ' . Lol , it's just the beginning indeed . Yeah , the beginning . Okay , somebody is wondering why I am afraid to go there (I mean Turkey) , no I don't know somebody or all of my friends or anybody lah . Well , there must be something hiding inside my heart right ? Now , let me tell you . After this do not ask me why again for two times okay . Or else I will kill you mercillesly . I collect all of your organs then i will sell them . hahaha *evil laugh* . no , it's just a joke .

Okay let me begin . One of the reasons is , I AM AFRAID OF FACING BAD NEWS OF MY FAMILY . This is the MOST important reason why I felt like a ~~shit~~ . Well . It's not about homesick or what but yeah . Yknow , what do u feel if you are study abroad then u got to know that one of your family members pass away ?? I really afraid this matter will happen and yet it will disturb my mental . I guess it is one of the mental torture or mental abuse or . Okay stop it . I just aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa STRESS !! I love my grandma and you know , grandma is not a young person anymore and ... well , you know yourself . I afraid of losing her . That's all . I afraid that the last meeting would be the last moment with her . The way she looked at me shows something that cannot be described !! Full of meanings .

Another reason is , NO MORE UMMI WHEN I FACE ANY PROBLEMS . Okay this is not something new i guess . But what do i mean here is , no matter what problems i will face , i have to go through all the obstacles WITHOUT any chance to go back home even for a while just to hug my ummi . Of course it's not the same with u because AS I STEP INTO THE FLIGHT , THERE'S NO WAY TO TURN BACK . You know what i mean ?? It's not easy to have the opportunity to go back home like u because u can go back home easily . U just buy the ticket then fly . But me ? I have to think many times before go back home . I need at least RM3000+ to go back Malaysia ... Yeah . It makes me matyred . It teach me how the real life took part in myself .

The other reasons were just simple and it was like 'mengada-ngada' . So no need to publish LAH kan . Okay tomorrow the IELTS result will be released out . Oh my .. Terkentut kentut haa rasanya . Kau tahu apa . Hahahaha . Band 6 and above plishh British Council ... Huh . Sekian . SALAM RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK .BYE BYE . LEBIUUU MUAHHMUAHH

Welcome To My Airport

I'm the owner of this pinky land . Happy landing on my airport , a place of all stories happened in my life . Yeah I mean it's more to a diary . Currently in Istanbul , finishing my language preparatory course and planning on continue my study in medicine in shaa Allah , bi iznillah . Afraid of dog as well and in love with cats *arghh* �� Risale-I-Nur's learner . Finishing my Quran memorization .

Allah , please ease Sofia Liyana's life journey . Give her strength to go through all the obstacles .

I'm trying to be a good musleemah and also trying to make myself better than before . Alhamdulillah I got a good tarbiyyah from Istanbul .

Pray for me !